““We all go through phases in life. If you are not okay now, it’s okay. You will find your way.” - Unknown”—
(via thepersonalquotes)
““We all go through phases in life. If you are not okay now, it’s okay. You will find your way.” - Unknown”—
(via thepersonalquotes)
“I think I’ve come to terms with the fact that there will always be a ribbon of loneliness running through who I am.”
— Jenny Slate, Little Weirds
“My monsters are not my creation but I’m guilty by association.”—
A sad day
I want to write how sad I am today
but the words decided to run away,
and digging any deeper doesn’t work
as the constant noise breaks what’s rehearsed
and what’s only left is the emptiness,
the bubbling pain of rejection
or just the playful pretend of happiness.I really want to write how sad I am today
the pool by my eyes has much to say
but tears don’t always represent pain.
and words are like time given
scrapping away the painful beginnings,
as life has everything in place for the end
and loneliness became a friend once again.I want to write about the sadness today
how the words never decided to run away
but we ran out on them instead
and just accepted, happiness was never a friend.
I wonder about you:
I wonder what you think when you see my name
Sneaking on the edges of your screen but never into bed
I wonder if everything still reminds you of the same
because maybe you left in peace but you tore down a masterpiece
I wonder how you’re doing in that cursid game
I lie awake thinking about everything we had and never said
and I wonder if we’ll ever be the same
will you truly look and see my quiet fighting with silent screaming
hands out reaching reaching, pleading
would you ever take them again, take them to build up a home we made again, build somewhere I was safe with you
I wonder if you feel this too
When itβs time to let go.
fatima aamer bilal, from moony moonless sky.
[text id: september 1. i want to hold you until all the love in my being seeps into you.]
I’ll have to remember you for longer than I knew you, and I don’t think I’ll ever come to terms with that.